Here i am sitting on the bed,
in middle of sleepless night.
For some strange reason,
EMOTION and FEELING
rushing by.
Alone in my room i cried.
Cried like a baby, who cant find his mom
Cried like a boy, who lost his direction
Cried like a man, whose life have been nothing
but full of bullshit.
There so many things i wished to share,
but i don't know who willing to listen.
It is not easy, for a man to share his emotion and feeling;
But here i am crying and wishing to share.
share how it feel, to grown up with out a dad.
share how it feel, to live in the shitty family.
share how confusing and ripped up in side,
to face the reality of world.
For some strange reason tonight i cried.
Now looking out side my window,
into the shadow of the moon.
wondering who willing to listen?
Listen to my questions,
The questions i dare not to ask.
Question such as:
Do i belong here?
What step should i take?
Who will be there for when i need them?
What is the true reason to my existence ??
Those are the questions,
I dare not to ask.
Now that i asked,
I dare not to receive the answer
There for once again i cried,
Wonder who willing to listen?
If you read through it all
Im really appreciated it,
and you are a true friend. thank you
But now it's late,
I shall bring my self to sleep.
tonight was weird,
I couldn't stop the tears.
Hope that tomorrow,
will be a better day.
And you will be there,
help me find my way. =]